Attention: This entry contains a bit emotional content!
So long as this place is still called the world, thus itās been occupied by a wide range of humans coming from diverse social backgrounds and dissimilar lifestyles. Not forgetting that some can be so annoying and some can be so generous.
Working as a sales assistant is a bonus for me to meet a variety of people. I feel slightly delighted for meeting new people whom Iāve never even met before. However, personally, my workplace is thoroughly not a fun place to work at. Sorry for having to be too straightforward. I prefer behaving this way to lying. It makes the world better, doesnāt it?
Iāve been insulted by my employer and customers almost daily. Yup, this is a fact youāve to accept whether you like it or not. Itās been so typical to me already, anyways. Oh God, itās completely disappointing as my employer whose nationality is a Malay has been doing such bad things toward a Malay like me.
To get a clearer picture, let me tell you what happened this morning ( actually two days ago). Thereās a male customer whoās about 40 asking me to get him something. At first, I heard he said jagung (English: corn ), so I got him a can of Sweet Corn. Then, he insisted he actually wanted ibu jagung. I swear I didnāt even hear the first word āibuā when he mentioned it, only if did he really do that. The uttered word āibuā definitely doesnāt signify the mother and surely I knew it. Shortly after a while, I took a bottle of āibu jagungā yet that one wasnāt still what he really asked for. He once again said it in Terengganuvian dialect, āHok se gi... hok dalang botolā. (English: āThe other one... which is in a bottleā). I whereupon got it to him. Oh finally, yeah I was right. Ironically, the previous one I showed was also in a bottle, you know. OMG!
It might sound alright whether he kept silent afterwards and went ahead with what heās gonna do. In contrast, that didnāt happen at all. It annoyed me so much since he said something bad to my employer which went, āKalu mung masuk mahkamah, menang mung lagi, Mat.ā which meant in other words, āIf I were to be claimed at the court for choosing the wrong bottle (ibu jagung), theyād forever win!ā That only if were the court an idiot like him for arguing such a brainless case. Again, what a waste of time!
My argument is that I didnāt hear the first word āibuā which he mentioned in the first place and the possible factors could be that I was standing too far from his whereabouts, not to mention the noise pollution around seeing that the shop is located by the roadside. Besides, it is also a main road which is so heavy with non-stop passing vehicles every day. Therefore, pretty sure it wasnāt my fault!
Maybe, I was guilty for forgetting to ask him back when I was supposed to. Hmm... scratch that! Itās not the case either I heard it or not. The point I wanna highlight here is that heās insulted me! I repeat, HE HAS INSULTED ME! Who the hell am I heās thinking?! Iām also a human whoās got feelings. And, on what reason should he the asshole do that to me? Presumably he thought I was just an idiot. Yeah, Iām only a sales assistant and might never finish school or an unemployed. I donāt mind if thatās whatās on his mind. Who cares? Plus, I donāt need to introduce him who I am.
I care the shit heās done to me! Freaking unacceptable! I feel damn wounded on account of his very awful and cruel remarks. I feel like taking revenge on him by saying something like āPak Cik, you know what? Youāre such a fucking assholeā in English. Fortunately, I didnāt, respecting the fasting month probably. Aha, maybe Iād say āThanks for insulting me. I love it.ā (with the tone of sarcasm)
Heās not the only one. In fact, thereās another lady requesting 80 eggs of class B. She approached me and showed her eight-opening fingers. I first thought she wanted 8 bars of eggs which equal 240 eggs altogether. Shortly, she came closer to me and growled that she only requested 80 eggs, not 240. She then said to me, āCepat sikit dik... dok mayang Asor agi niā (English: āHurry up, Kid! Havenāt performed Asar prayer yet.ā). You know what? I think I should reply to her this way, āNak cepat boleh, buat sendiri la...ā (English: āSure can, help yourself to the eggs!) What do you think? Does it sound rude? I think itās far better than her cruel mouth, isnāt it? LOL.
Moreover, Iāve to face a few more disgusting customers who deliberately want me to be told off by my annoying employer. At times, Iāve already handed the stuff they asked for ā yet, they still question whether thatās what theyāve asked for. Mana tak sakit hati kan? Deep in my heart I cursed, āEngkau yang nak beli, aku tunjuk, engkau sendiri pulak yang tak tahu betul ke tak... what an idiot!ā Geram betul... itās good that I still felt patient at that time or youāre dead!
One more thing is that I hate my employer, to be more outspoken. He likes underestimating his employees before his so-called āloyalā customers. I most frequently overhear such things many times. Strictly speaking, Iām not such a kind person. I dare to deliver a religious speech before them! I would say, āInsulting others is a sin and you all the unconscious elderly please update your religious knowledge before you kick the bucket or the hell is awaiting you ahead.ā
I see my employerās foolishness at times. He sure is, occasionally. Thereās no need to put on a kopiah on his head if his heart is terribly smelly like hell! A small number of customers are idiots too! Now, I donāt know if I should remain silent or fight back their insulting words. Thinking too much about this can drive me crazy and it brings no good after all. Hence, Iād better forget it. This is much better, indeed. What I can simply say here is āKesian, dah tua pun masih bodoh rupanya... oh well, apa nak buat... mereka sungguh āberbudi bahasaā. Theyāre ever so annoying and thatās that!
My advice is do as you would be done by which is defined āShould you demand other people to treat you as polite as you always wish, you MUST do it first to othersā. By the way, bear in mind that our age canāt really distinguish how better we are. I couldnāt agree more that people are getting much stupider sometimes by not using their reason accordingly, seriously.